Tell me how you work because I do not understand you.
I try and follow you but I often get lost.
What you want we can not have.
How do you work? I beg you tell me. You never turn off, it drives me crazy.
I feel the accelerated pace of your anger rising hot against my face, when I go against you. The pain unbearable.
You choke me up. Tightening every vein that runs inside me. Holding me back, it’s so depressing. It makes me anxious when you pound against my chest. A voiceless message I do not always get.
So I repeat you want things we can not have, stop trying to paralyze me. Let us pace ourselves so that I may breathe easy.
Dear Heart do not forget. I’m just outside, with all these feelings you give me.
Your truly, I am.